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I smell something FISHY. [late post]

2008-04-20T07:36:00.000-07:00

Hello again! :) last week... my Ninong Bong decided to take me, my family, and my cousins to Manila Ocean Park. It was so cool! I saw sea creatures that i didn't even knew existed. God is such a marvelous creator for He created those wonderful and beautiful creatures.

Outside the building you'll see big fishes and I mean BIG fishes. Inside, there are small fish tanks for small and cute fishes and big tanks for large and not so cute looking fishes. Hehehe... Also, you'll get to pass through a tunnel surrounded by fishes. Believe me... It's like entering a whole new world!

[interlude] The coolest place there is the Fish Spa... because you get to dip your feet in a small pool and then small fishes will start sucking the dirt. :)) -sigh- but I didn't get the chance to try it because I forgot to bring my wallet. :( [It's 100.00/20 minutes] Well... there's always next time... :)) [end]

I encourage you guys to go there and enjoy the beauty of our very own OceanPark. Im sure it will be an experience you will never forget! Its quite educational too you know. :)) I promise you...you will learn a lot about the fishes there!

....you won't be sorry. =P

Summer effect!

2008-04-17T17:04:00.000-07:00

It's summer and my hair is just adding to the heat w/c I for one cannot take anymore! I love summer but I hate the fervor that comes with it. [Burn baby burn! Disco Inferno!]

So I'm planning to change my hairstyle... maybe I'll make my hair shorter or something... what do you think? I need opinions here... This is urgent!

Evidence by Urbandub

2008-04-16T04:35:00.001-07:00

Time has a way of healing or so they say;So why am I still left here to cry?Caught in these waves of emotions;As people stareI find there’s no real plsace for me to hide;Well, I’ve been trying in vain;Was only fooling myself;With each passing day;The pain still stays the same

Caught you in the arms of another;I’ve been dying everyday since then
Caught you in the arms of another;I found out about you

What more is that you need?;Right now, clearly it’s not me;With every minute that I gave to you

The punches that I took from you;Why was there no warning love?;What more is it that you need?;Right now, clearly it’s not me;Despite everything i gave to you
Excuse if I’m surprised;With the moment that I found out;We were through

When everything seemed all right;You turn and break my heart;Didn’t I deserve your love?;It kills me inside to think of his arms;Wrapped around you now

Is he a better lover than I?

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pain. the word i think everyone can relate to...
forever. is this word even for real?!
heartaches. i experienced this at a very young age. this almost killed me.
kisses. i believe that once you have kissed that person you love... it would be harder to move on once it's over.
goodbyes. i hate this word when it comes to love. too much negative emotions comes w/ it.

Belarian no more.

2008-04-15T22:16:00.000-07:00

I'm now an alumnae of Laguna BelAir School. Goodbye Archimedes classroom, goodbye wall fans and aircon, goodbye old low-tech computer, goodbye unclean whiteboard, goodbye marker with no ink, goodbye dirty chairs and table, goodbye dusty bookshelf, goodbye rules that no one ever follows [=P], goodbye broken floor tiles, goodbye long and tiring flag ceremonies, goodbye... goodbye. GOODbye.

If you think i'm sad... well you're so wrong! I'm not sad. i'm happy. :)) see the smile on my face. ^________^. I won't miss that school... I'll just miss my friends. Well, i'll also miss the teachers who give me high grades! XD For those teachers who gave me low grades....well...no comment. I'll also miss the wall where we painted our mural. I'll miss oakwood as well. :'( huhuhuhu... I will really miss that old tree. So many memories there...

To my dear classmates... thank you for everything especially for the friendship. thank you also for helping me w/ those mind-boggling math homeworks. :)) Yeah, all for one...one for all. :)) Nobody should be left with no homework. =P Well anyway, i'll never forget our happy moments together[ w/c is everyday (i think) ]. Haays. Indeed, memories are so weird and confusing because they make you smile when you think about the moments you've cried with your friends....and they make you cry when you remember the moments of laughter and bliss. :'( but don't worry guys... i'm sure we'll see each other again! :)

hello makati. :))

2008-04-15T21:50:00.000-07:00

well sa makati na ako ngayon nakatira. super naninibago pa rin ako. hndi ako sanay na pag gising ko buildings agad makikitah ko. pero i have no complaints naman. maganda naman dito... malakas ang hangin... malapit ako sa malls tska sa mga parks... pero malayo naman ako sa mga old friends ko from highschool. :( haay. i like it here naman... lalo na sa gabi... parang bang napaka-enchanting ng place na to. as in kulang na lang may mga maglabasang fairies and magicians. :))

[back to the real world]

args, kailangan kong matutong makisabay sa bilis ng buhay dito. i need to be strong and independent. bawal ang effete. [ XD ]

late post concerning the dance party.

2008-02-17T05:36:00.000-08:00

grabe.
party people...
i miss partying w/ u guys na!... that night wouldn't have been that fun kung wala kau
dun para magwala at sumayaw.
hehehe. c;

negative comments about the party:
1. konti ng mga ngbebenta ng food.
2. uhm.... ung ibang songs...corny!
3. maxadong mailaw...dapat...complete darkness! haha =p

un lang nmn.... c;

5:27 am

2008-02-03T13:27:00.001-08:00

kamustah nmn to?
aga aga... computer agad inaatupag ko.
darating kaya ung araw na hindi na ako gagamit ng computer?
as in ung never na talaga?!
hindi niyo ba natatanong sa sarili nyo kung bkt adik kau sa pagcocomputer?!
ayan...
tinatamad nqng mgtype...
tutulog na lang ulit ako.

Pauline Trisha B. Jimenea: Fourth Year Representative for SY2007-2008

2007-07-15T02:45:00.001-07:00

thankyou to everyone who voted me for 4th year representative..i owe my victory to all of you !!=) thankyou for believing in me....

my testimony of love...=)

2007-07-15T02:31:00.001-07:00

i loved someone with all my heart. i gave him my undivided love and attention. i sacrificed a lot for him..but stil i ended up with a broken heart..he told me that he loves me, it’s just that he loves someone else even more...and at that very moment..i bursted into tears and i really felt my heart being torn apart into a million pieces..it was really so painful..it was unbearable.

then at that very day God started to heal my broken heart..

when i arrived at church at about 3:30pm..i attended my care group w/ ate yvonne and my sister,nica. She shared some things about the blood of Christ and how it cleansed us from sins. After that, just before the session wud come to an end she told us about the pain her boyfriend caused her(not physical pain..)..she and her boyfriend wer going out for almost 5 years when she found out that her boyfriend was dating another woman.. the story she told us was really so sad and i cried..but then she told us how she got through that and how God helped her to be a stronger woman..she told us that God was the reason why she forgave him coz if it weren’t for God..she wud never had forgiven that guy because what he did to her was really wrong and painful!..

i really leaRned a lot from her.. i told myself that i wouldn’t be mad with my x-boyfriend, i told myself i should try and be happy for him and the girl he replaced me with..i told myself that i would forgive him because it’s the right thing to do and it’s what God wants me to do.. you see..its going to be hard to move-on and act like nothing happened..its hard to heal a broken heart..but if God can forgive all of his sons and daughters who sin almost everyday and still continue to love them w/ His whole heart, y can’t i do the same for this one person?..i know i can do it becoz God’s wid me all the way and because God molded me to be an overcomer!...

after the care group session..we headed to the sanctuary to attend JesusGeneration…it was about 8:30pm….we had a very special speaker that night who would preach to us about God, Pastor Eric Pablo. he had a title for what he was going to talk about..the title was “A LITTLE BIT ABOUT LOVE”..im pretty sure you know wat its about..He said that being in-love at our age is pretty normal though we shud learn to love in a Godly way..he said that before we could love truly, we should love God first because God is Love..he taught us the 3 M’s in love..

m-master.. in the bible Adam got to know his master first before he learned what love is..

m-mission..we shoul first know our mission in life..

m-mate..don’t look for love..because God will give him/her to you when the right time comes…

i learned that i have to serve God first, know my mission and Gos will reveal the person he wants me to be with..

everything that will happen to me in the future will be by God’s will..and I will follow and do whatever plans he has in store for me for this year is the year of open-doors..I am a warrior of God and i know i can overcome all of the things that i will be facing.. .

God is so good for he took all the pain in my heart and built a fountain of happiness in it… God is truly the best.. Im now more confident and so certain that if i go through rough times..i know his undying love and care for me will never fail and that He will always be there for me no matter what circumstance.. . God is my refude and strength.. God is my King of everything.. God is LOVE!

..to my dearest Kuya Gio..='( rest in peace my cousin..

2007-07-15T02:17:00.000-07:00

Kuya Gio, I know were not close or anything since we haven’t really talked to each other face to face & because are far from each other. I mean, all i know is that you’re my second cousin, that’s it. When i found out about what happened to you i was shocked. I didn’t feel anything more than that. When my family and I decided to go to your “lamayan” i felt weak the minute i stepped into the room where your coffin was placed. I was so scared to look at you inside your coffin. While i was sitting down, i saw a laptop playing a video showing pictures of you since birth. When i saw the pictures that was when sadness erupted inside of me. I wanted to cry but i tried not to. I don’t know why i was trying not to. I was told that you jumped off the building because of problems with your girlfriend, family..etc. etc. You gave in to your problems. I feel that it was really pain and loneliness that forced you to jump. My mom said you where never really happy w/ your life but i don’t believe that. Your life was not all that painful, happiness was always there, it’s just that you where more close to all the negativeness. When i saw your pictures, the way you looked, i can easily tell that you’re the “emo” type of person. You drank, smoked and took drugs (well, im not really quite sure, that's just what ive heard). I know that you knew that all of those things were wrong, maybe you thought that those things were the only ones that could ease up&lessen your pain or maybe you were just influenced by your friends. I don’t know.

I wish i had the power to bring back life. I want you to live again my cousin. When I looked at you, I saw a brother not a cousin. I feel like you could be the kuya i’ve always asked for. I wish you and i got more close to each other before you passed away. I wish you and i could’ve been close so that i would have someone to talk my problems with and you can do the same to me. I promise to be there for you whenever you need me. When you feel alone, i promise i will make you feel loved. I want to be there for you my cousin. I wish i could have done those things for you, who knows..maybe you are the kuya I’ve always wanted or maybe just the cousin who would always be there for me, any of the two is good enough.

Kuya Gio, I know you don’t know me, you might not even know my name but i just want you to know that i would do all of the things i said if given a chance. I love you my cousin and you will always remain in my heart forever....my kuya.